| One of those days, lol...just felt like updating my xanga...perhaps fairly due to my buddy Ngocie. So, Life's been going okay, nothing TOO horrible, but nothing absolutely great either. Christmas is coming up and Christmas SHOPPING has been a pain! haha, It shouldn't be this hard...>.< But nevertheless, it's fun! This holiday season has been particularly peaceful, I'm usually banging my head against the wall wishing for death 'round this time of year but this year has been bearable. As for people around me, there's less tension, as I'm trying to distance myself away from some people, I think it's for the best. I figure I'm not someone people can be around too much, I just don't have that super bubbly personality 100% of the time. But that doesn't mean I don't want my friends around me, maybe just a little less of everyone will get me back up on my feet. Love...is retarded, lol, it always is!!! I was doin' pretty well goin' with the flow though! For quite some time...Some road block recently came up but I think it's starting to go away, and I feel unstressed again (about "love" i mean) Well either way, I still think it's ALL overrated...and I really don't want to think about it period...I really am trying to just go with the flow and see what happens. You know, I really do miss "the good ol' days" when i got along with everyone and still had time to chill with my "brothers and sisters"...it's nice to reminisce...but you don't linger on the past, look forward to the future instead. Man, wonder what's going to happen in the future...lol...mindless babbling...I'm good at it... V<3sU |